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Thank
you all so much for being here today. It means so much to
us.
Please bear with me if this takes a while for me to say.
This is the last place I thought I'd be today. It's also the
last place I want to be.
It's only been a couple of days and I already miss him so
much. We all do.
Glenda, Norma, Michael and I couldn't have asked for a better
father. No matter what happened in our lives, he was always
on our side.
Whenever I have a big decision to make, I always make my decision
based on advice my dad always gave us. He said to not to worry
about what it will mean 10 years from now, but to do what
feels right, right at this moment. And later if I ever questioned
if I made the right decision on something, he always said
that you can't think that way because you did what was right
at the time.
He was always so proud of all of us.
He was proud of Glenda for being not only a caring and wonderful
daughter and sister, but also a caring daughter-in-law. I
remember him saying he was proud of her for the way she reached
to help her extended family when they needed support. It was
a sign that he and my mother had raised her to always do the
right thing for other people.
He was proud of Norma for following the traditions he and
my mother set for us. Norma has a home similar to the one
in which we grew up. She has a kosher home, has Shabbat dinner
for her family and is active in her synagogue in Texas. He
was proud of her for making a life for her and her family
in Texas, yet still seeing all of us as often as possible.
He was proud of Michael for following in his business footsteps.
Although he always wanted Michael to do something different
so that he would have an easier life and wouldn't have to
work as hard as he did, he was so proud of him for being successful.
He was skeptical about the location where Michael chose to
open his business, but admitted later when he saw Michael's
success that he had chosen the perfect place for him.
He was proud of me for my writing. He would call me every
Monday morning when my column was published in the newspaper
and would tell me that this was the best column yet. He and
my mother would give copies to their neighbors every week,
and mail copies to relatives, much to my embarrassment. He
always told me that I was so talented and it gave him so much
pride to see my name in print. He always told me that I needed
to keep writing.
And as much as he was proud of us, we are all so proud of
him. He always worked so hard to make sure we would all always
have whatever we needed. And he had a will to live that was
stronger than I can tell you about. Every time he was sick,
he fought it and stayed with us. I believe it was his love
for his family, including seeing his six grandchildren: Carolyn,
Lindsey, Seth, Ryan, Rachel and Aaron, that always kept him
going. And our mother, through their 46 years of marriage,
was his inspiration. She went above and beyond to do whatever
she could to keep him with us for as long as possible. None
of us will ever forget that, and we can't thank her enough.
It made us so sad to think of him ever suffering, and it eases
our heartache a little to know he is no longer suffering.
We are trying very hard to think of that, instead of just
being selfish and wishing he was still here no matter what.
Our lives will never be the same without him, but none of
us would trade a single moment we had with him for the world.
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